Vivian Chin and her 2011

❤ to sum up being a more grown up girl

i've changed alot throughout 2011, good or bad, not me to judge. Lets just say the world changes us, we adapt and survive not? Like last year *here*, i've sum up what i've been doing and feeling for 2011. 

 

❤January❤

Quite a month to start with, first month of sem 6, still fooling around with friends not having the motivation yet and ITS Chinese New Year month, so yea, been having real fun with cousins and friends. At the end of the month, due to unforeseen circumstances, i got into a relationship with Mr. Z.

 ❤The red tradition of CNY celebration at B-28-01❤

 Photo credited to marcusC

❤February❤

Its a short month with only 28 days. Still not in mood of studying yet, that can be fatal!! i ended the relationship FOR GOOD, cried for few days and get better relatively fast. Guess it wasn't that hurt afterall, its just a few weeks thingy. February ended good.

 ❤the dodge ball event of BP108❤

photo credited to marcusC

 ❤say hi to BabyC ❤

 ❤Light photography❤

 ❤My bestest best friend of whole wide world❤

❤March❤

Test, assignments, reports and notes came rushing my face, guess i dealt with it pretty good seeing i m still alive today :) We started all over again, bck into relationship with Mr. Z. March oh march, you are the happiest month of 2011 yet the saddest month of 2011... Been riding on an emotion roller coaster for the entire month, with ultimate laughter and unstoppable tears. But yet, i m glad i came across someone so special that brought me so much laughter.

❤Got myself an iphone❤

 ❤Maybe 1 day i'll find the courage to let go❤

❤April❤

IMU BALL '11 month, its the long awaited month for all my batch-mates i guess, with all the preparation for the past few months, it sounds a bit exaggerate as it took us few months, coz we take it as our graduation ball :) No matter how much effort you put in, how you tried your best, things aren't yours wouldn't be yours, so yea..i m back to my single status again. With Mr. Z i have to admit,there are lots of uncertain emotions,but its all worth it. I do appreciate this relationship alot :). Things between us aren't right, but i never regret falling in love with you. Till now, you are the one i love the most. *someone walked out, someone walked in, when i tot i couldn't have meet any more worse things in my life, i met Mr. X*

 ❤Prom night at JW Marriot Hotel 2/4/2011❤

 ❤Mii Prom looks❤

 ❤i miss this cameron trip already❤

❤May❤

EOS 6 exam on the 2nd week of May. "me not an exam person" been tru this exam week pretty stressed up. Glad i have friends supporting me all the way. I passed my sem 6 and have slight improvement in the CGPA!! yay for me!! Went on an awesome getaway to Hatyai with the top siao kias from hometown. Really glad we had that trip, tho we spent all our money and in deep financial crisis till we need to borrow from my dad's friend. LOL!! welcome to my silly life :)*FYI, the dad never get over this issue till now, oh, give me a break daddy *

 ❤The total nerves rocking hatyai trip❤

 ❤Very proud to present my bunch of crazy friends❤

❤June❤

June is moi sem break month,slacking whole month long as usual. i had a few things listed up on the to-do-list, but i completed none of them..who cares anyway!! This is the month i had been anticipated since a year ago, coz i m gonna have my virgin experience of taking a flight *yes, laugh at me, i haven't been on a plane*!! Cambodia was the destination. The trip was awesome, i tried lots of new stuff. *pinky promise i m gonna blog about it soon, i noe its freaking overdue*. June ended good as Mr. X disappearance is suppose to be a good thing. 

 ❤The breathtaking Angkor wat❤

 ❤The cambodia trip's rangers❤

 ❤LOL, i put this coz i look kinda slim here!! WAHAHA❤

 ❤Shane tan, he looks like a cambodian just as much as i do❤

 ❤My favourite time in cambodia, the Quad bike ride❤

 ❤again, the best human being ever pop up in my life❤

 ❤I chewed piece of that thing down without puking, awesome am i not? *very proud* ❤

 ❤Tan tee yee, another cambodia trip mate❤

❤July❤

Final year of my pharmacy degree, imma sem 7 research student now. Its a happy happy month cause i have an awesome group of souls as my groupmates. Never know stucking in the lab in the middle of the night with a bunch of crazy friends can be so fun :). *Lesson learnt : looks can be very deceiving, characteristics can be fake

 ❤They represent my best moment in IMU❤

 ❤Happy birthday beloved mummy chin❤

❤August❤

Things got pretty ugly this month, cried for a few times on my own stupidity and finally accepted the fact, THAT'S LIFE!! So glad i have 4 awesome-st friends who guide me through and tell me, take it as a life experience, you're stronger now :) The happiest part of this month is both my bbf are back to msia!! God is fair afterall :p 

❤My life-time, BBF!! what should i do without you :(❤

 ❤Stacy ng, remind me again why i need to use old photo?❤

❤September❤

LAB LAB LAB & LAB!! Moving on to the 2nd phase of my research which is doing cell culture, the happiest section of all. Because we had an awesome senior who guides us through all ups and downs without fail. Having a senior can be so good is a thing i realized despite my bad experience with my mentor bout years ago. Senior is the spices added to the awesome main ingredients which totally made my September unforgettable!! Who are them again?? my freaking awesome groupmates, definitely they are the first thing that comes in mind when i recall my IMU life, with the widest smile draw on my face!! 

 ❤hello senior, thanks alot for the guidance❤

 ❤My awesome research group-mates again :)❤

 ❤Arthur's day❤

❤October❤

Birthday month, imma october baby!! this month passed pretty fast, all the lab works, presentation and partime are working the ass off me. This is the month of the turning point, everything start backing on track, at least, its the first month of 2011 when i am back to not crying. I learnt something new, dwelling in sad emotions will never leads you any further, letting go will bring you further than you can ever expected!!  "Law of attraction" *happy thoughts gonna bring happy things* 

❤Working partime as Jacob PA❤

❤Sexy bitch, i miss you already❤

❤Meetu & Meetat❤

❤Awesome paint ball experience❤

❤November❤

I m totally happy now,things seem to fall back on track. Did i mentioned i started my braces treatment this month? its a mixed feelings towards it, been really anticipating it since forever (no nid to explain more due to my overbite and overcrowded teeth), but pre-bracing treatment can pain as hell FYI. This month draws an end to my sem7, which is my best sem ever in IMU. awwww, i m gonna miss all my sem 7 research groupmates so badly. :(

❤BP108 class T-shirt, super cool isn't it? ❤

Photo credited to Munfai

 ❤i've got a picha with our 2011 prom king❤

❤The awesome food trip to Ipoh❤

 ❤I miss the fan shu dan so much :(❤

❤December❤

Festival month, December it is!! Hospital attachment is good in a hard way, it drained off all my festive mood. feeling kinda relieved, december is finally here, 2011 has been a tough year for me, a big huge step i've taken in my life. i've been hit with a lot of obstacles i've never expected coming and since then tears and pain have been haunting me throughout the year, at least until Oct. 

2011 WAS A HELL OF A YEAR

My 2011 resolutions, talking about perseverance, which i totally failed in them :)

• maintained my cGPA 3.5 and above. - CHECKED
• be more decisive (being able to make decision is one of the criteria of being competent, vivian chin!!) - CHECKED
• learn photography - FAILED
• Bring mummy for a Bali trip - FAILED *i m going this coming june without her tho, so much of being a good daugther*
• ❤*i want you to know who i am*❤ - EPIC FAILED
• reach a weight of 45kg - EPIC EPIC FAILED

I shall make more easy resolutions this year :P

• graduate from IMU with a cGPA 3.5 and above
• learn photography
• reach a weight of 45kg
• more travelling
• Grant mummy a trip to Canada

Best of luck in 2012, screw you end of the world, that will never dime the spirits of happiness, not even a tiny winy bit :)