finally~~

♥ sorry for the long dissappearance...

finally stupid eos's week passed....
dun ask how i did...
i duno!!! wtf

i have been abandoning my blog for such a long time...
and now i duno what to write...
everytime i have words in my brain that i wanted to blog about..
but sumhow its either i dun have my lappie with me or i dun get to go on9...
super sien..
now i get to on9...and my brain is empty with no words to blog about..
too much to blog yet no where to start..
EOS week for sem 2 is better than sem 1...
at least i m not throwing out my food...
my face is not to the toilet bowl after my dinner...
tears are not dropping down my cheeks everynite anymore...
but i m studying less hard as compare to sem 1...

going to move into a new room nex sem...
that hse was really in a big mess and damn dirty....
sien nia...
i wan to get nice bed and deco my room nicely...

its hols now...
but its sort of boring...
my bro is not at home..
he went for matrix at johor..wtf
can you imagine what is malaysia's government doing now?
JPA SCHOLARSHIP!!! its supposed to be a overseas scholarship
my bro got the jpa and imagine they send him to matrix...wtf!!!
as everyone can see...everyone is making noise bout the arrangement for jpa scholar..
damn it!!! can you imagine a 12 A1 students dun get jpa..
wtf excuses they are giving!!
" we dun give overseas scholarship to smart students
coz once they went overseas and they are not coming bek,
we nid to keep some smart ppl for our country" wtf
you send those stupid ass to overseas to memalukan malaysia ar?
fuck!!
can you imagine matrix's lecturers are teaching ENGLISH in MALAY?
tats so cool..how they manage to do that?

according to MCA, the latest appealling results will be out by this wed..
if they JPA is going to let my bro continue matrix,
he is so going to drop JPA...
coming bek for form 6 is even better when he can get 4 flat...