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HapPi bDay!!! my beloved MUMMY!!

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Its July 11th, its mummy's bday!!!

this is the first time i cun celebrate mumi's bday with her...
i miss my mumi so much!!

SHE IS THE GREATEST WOMAN EVER
SHE IS THE GREATEST MOM EVER
SHE IS THE PRETTIEST WOMAN EVER
SHE IS THE NO. 1 IN MY HEART AND MIND
SHE IS THE MOST IMPORTANT PERSON IN MY LIFE
SHE IS THE ONE I WILL GIVE UP MY LIFE FOR
SHE IS THE ONE WHO MAKES ME WHO I M 2DAY
SHE IS THE MUM WHO WILL DO WHATEVER FOR HER CHILDREN
SHE IS THE MUM WHO CARES HER CHILDREN MORE THAN ANYTHING

MUMI, I LOVE YOU
i m glad i have you as my mum
i m very proud of you and always will be^^

When i m so stress out here,
i call her up and cry,
she would cry 2gether as well
When i broke up with my bf,
i m so damn sad,
she is the one who makes me strong
When i got a bf,
and have to keep it away from my dad,
she would help me do it...
COOL MUM rite?

THANK YOU, MUMMY
thanks for everything you gave me
thanks for being there for me no matter what happen
thanks for tolerating with my ups and downs...

sometimes i get angry with my mum,
i shout at her,
i do regret everytime after shouting at her,
but i juz cun help it when i get angry..
really sorry for shouting at you, mumi...
its my fault actually,
i get fed up real fast...deng!!

She is the most naive woman
she makes me feel like protecting her..
she seems like she will get bully by anyone,
i love my mum for who she is!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY
MY BELOVED MUMI

I'M sory to say, i m the victim....

♥ Check this out!!!!

its all for your own good and its my real experience!!!!

CLICK HERE TO READ THE WHOLE STORY

juz to include a sentence the boss shouted juz b4 we left the shop!!

she told the techinician: "Rmb her receipt, we shall not service her the nex time she is here!!!"
ya, as if!!! like i care, if my laptop is not under warranty and i m not so freaking bad luck to
bot the laptop from them...SHIT THEM!!!

LLM, you better check this out

♥ its all bcoz of you!!! lolz..not really la

cannot imagine!!! i drove all the way to pg 2day...
i drove by myself...and its horrible..
pg's drivers are horrible...
mayb my driving skill sux too..
but driving in pg island is like you will bang into anyone at anytime...

susah payah i drive all the way to pg juz to recognized the road so that i can drive you there
as i PROMISED...deng!!! very long time ago..
so better dun fly me aeroplane

its not only the first time i m driving to pg..
i m looking for a place i duno where its exact position is..
anson road, anson building...deng!!
wtf, who knows a computer shop will locate in a flat..
when i reached the flat, the officer told me the computer shop moved...
and i have to walk under the 3pm sun to the shop...with my laptor sumore...
the old techinician told me if i nid to back up my stuff they charge..
wtf!!! what oso nid to charge..
then when i asked how much they charge,
he said its very hard to backup and all...
wtf again!!! i can do it myself ok? its juz bcoz if i break the seal tat means i break the warranty..
gek si!! i nid the IMU folder on the desktop...
tats the only important thing...
all my reports and notes...arggghhh

mumi, a big fans of pg road's cendol, insists we take the cendol b4 going bek..
actually i m not so up to sweet cendol..anyway, i think of that llm freak..
having his terrible final and missing his cendol...
so i took photos and mms him..to SIA him...wakakaka..

wats the " giardia lamblia & cryptosporidium" thing...
he is trying to contaminate me with his microbes...
lolz...our sms end up everyone have to wear lab coat for cendol..deng

hope my laptor get well soon...
plz dun change me with a new one...or else my folder is going to nowhere..T.T

finally~~

♥ sorry for the long dissappearance...

finally stupid eos's week passed....
dun ask how i did...
i duno!!! wtf

i have been abandoning my blog for such a long time...
and now i duno what to write...
everytime i have words in my brain that i wanted to blog about..
but sumhow its either i dun have my lappie with me or i dun get to go on9...
super sien..
now i get to on9...and my brain is empty with no words to blog about..
too much to blog yet no where to start..
EOS week for sem 2 is better than sem 1...
at least i m not throwing out my food...
my face is not to the toilet bowl after my dinner...
tears are not dropping down my cheeks everynite anymore...
but i m studying less hard as compare to sem 1...

going to move into a new room nex sem...
that hse was really in a big mess and damn dirty....
sien nia...
i wan to get nice bed and deco my room nicely...

its hols now...
but its sort of boring...
my bro is not at home..
he went for matrix at johor..wtf
can you imagine what is malaysia's government doing now?
JPA SCHOLARSHIP!!! its supposed to be a overseas scholarship
my bro got the jpa and imagine they send him to matrix...wtf!!!
as everyone can see...everyone is making noise bout the arrangement for jpa scholar..
damn it!!! can you imagine a 12 A1 students dun get jpa..
wtf excuses they are giving!!
" we dun give overseas scholarship to smart students
coz once they went overseas and they are not coming bek,
we nid to keep some smart ppl for our country" wtf
you send those stupid ass to overseas to memalukan malaysia ar?
fuck!!
can you imagine matrix's lecturers are teaching ENGLISH in MALAY?
tats so cool..how they manage to do that?

according to MCA, the latest appealling results will be out by this wed..
if they JPA is going to let my bro continue matrix,
he is so going to drop JPA...
coming bek for form 6 is even better when he can get 4 flat...

i miss them!!!!

♥ i really nid a place to spill it out...tats y i m writing it here

i never know uni life is so hectic
i always tot there is always big green field
lay down and study as i wish
have most fun of my life during uni
play as hard as i wish
but real uni life doesn't turn out to be the way i tot it would be

but those are juz some crap...
i dun expect too much tho..
all my aunts been telling me...
"what do you expect? u are taking pharmacy"
but cun pharmacy course be slightly easier?
at least some space to breath...
i hate those pbl, psd session...
and i dun like class test every single week...
i hate those portfolio...
they making me sick!!!
i feel like dying

i miss home!!! so so much!!!
i miss all my frens back in hometown...
i noe i m such a brat!!!
i cried almoz everyday....
i never felt so stress b4...
i suffer from insomnia
i m damn tired but i juz cun fall aslip
when lying on my bed, i can feel my whole body shaking
my hands shake like shit when i m studying the notes..
i lost my appetite due to exam*still doesnt seem to slim down..wtf*
i threw out everything i eat
why is this happening to me?
i dun have this feeling during sem 1...not during spm too

i m so so stress with those class test splashing my face
i used to call my mum and ky darl..
but calling my mum makes her cry with me...
i m making her worry..i dun wan that
i feel so bad for calling ky darl ..
its like i always trouble her...
i always cry in the phone with her...
she is also having her prob...
but she have to deal with mine!!!
hate myself for being that...

when we realize, its always too late...
my 1 year HSC passed so fast...i never get to really enjoy it
i miss HSC year so so much...
i have the greatest fren during HSC...
i met my life-time bffs
they are just so great..ntg can replace them
i rmb every single moment we spend 2gether...

went for mamak nearly every single nite...
went dinner with ck, kh, ky everynite
hanging out with bunch of craziest fren at beach around 3-4am
went to mcd to so called "study" crap instead
went for mcd breakfast around 4am
woke up around 6am for maxim's dim sum
studying in study room 2gether
we even skip class 2gether...
talking nonsense outside the hostel bench...
laughing at each other...

i miss them so so much,
i can hug and cry with them when i m sad..
i can have heart to heart talk with them
i cun find any in imu...
even there are few, crying to them is even worse
coz that will make them feel stress too!!!!

D and kh are both in AUS...
chatting with them tru msn
i noe i m 100 times better than them...
at least i can go bek home during weekend..
they are stress out there too...

kh asked me in msn juz now..
"can i b in msia now?"
"even for 1 week?"
i feel like crying...
she mus be so lonely...
but what can i do for her...
telling her i m always here for her?
msn me whenever she is free?
tats all i can do...ntg much..
feel like hugging her!!!

p/s: dear, really sory for the bday post
i promise i will do you a superb nice bday post when i go bek kulim nex week
its been a very very hectic week for me here...
really sorry!!!

FOR HER!!!!

15032009..

HOLD!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO boi

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♥]] when he was 12 [[♥

dun blame me, blame him...
he never tuk photo of him alone since then,
and this photo wasn't taken under his acknowledgment.

its my baby bro's birthday
he got his result 2days ago,
i guess tats the best present he received...
to my surprise,
he is not demanding anything from me...
hahaha...

this is his 18th birthday...